I described them RainBows \m/

2009-08-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

Goodbye,

All good things comes to and end.

I know it's been ages.
But I decided to say goodbye to this blog.
I'll not update for don't know how long.

Well... it's not really the end. But it's just that... till I get my own personal mac.
Goodbye for good...

=]]

2009-07-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

Cry in your sleep...

This blog is soo dead. I don't know but there's nothing to update about.
I update for the sake of updating.

All I can say was that July is a really 'suay' month. I'm careless and I'm a useless human being.
I seem to lost soo many important things. Not only that... it requires money with it. It's just sucks.

Everything is in this world requires money.
I lost my I/C.
I lost my Ez-link card.
I lost that book from the frontier library.

Why can't I lost myself? Haha. Lame joke.
I have to pay everything sia... and I thought everything would went well... wow.
Can't believe i'm soo careless. Just shit man.

And I love her voice so much. So sibeh soothing. =]]

bitter heart - zee avi

It's a nice song.

2009-07-05T13:57:00.004+08:00

Ahhh... finally. Peace of mind.

No more working. So had a reunion with the gang at ECP! Treat them to 'sup tulang' which is bone soup? Oh well... you know where we had to suck the bone to get that 'slurpy' thingy. LOL! Ok stop the description.

(chey firman got blog seyyyyyyy)

Rent some bikes... yeah eventually someone had to get that unlucky fall. Haha. That's me alright. [Jatuh mcm jackfruit busuk seh, act cool ah aper lagi]

But all ends well. Basically, the whole outing taught me a lesson. NEVER WASTE YOUR MONEY ON MARINE COVE [they really want you to fork out your money even though u are just there to WASH YOUR FEET] & YOUR FRIENDS SHOW YOU HOW CARELESS YOU ARE.

I can't believe how careless I am. I 'lost' my wallet. I suddenly realized it like when we are going back you know. Like nearly 4 hours?!?!? Eventually, 'someone' took it. Hmmmm...
You'll see how panic I am... was bout to cry but maintain. =]]

Pictures all at facebook! Anything jz check out there.

2009-06-23T12:16:00.004+08:00

Sad, sad, sad...

I'll be leaving soon..
Even though I hate that work place so much,
I'll never forget those people.

I don't mind eating alone. [But that's still doesn't makes me emo ok?]
So while I was enjoying my mee siam alone and slowly [ 1 hr sia I eat that], one by one... people starting to sit with me. Approx bout 5? I was happy at first that people would at least sit with me. BUT...

because this particular place that I chose to sit is quite shady so that's why people sit there but not to accompany me. Sobz sobz. So sad... literally.

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Last sat,me and Amy were at the registration counter. Omg! I tell you...... those apek and aunties came to me, take out their I/C and said chinese, hokkien, cantonese whatever to me. All I can make out was "Miss, help me register,"
I was like...hah? And we stare at each other for god knows how long...And I gesture at Amy but they still don't understand. Walao...

I mean isn't it obvious I'm a malay... the only malay there at the registration...Amy was free at that time..Ah forget it. And it's not only 1 you know...*sigh*
Anyway Amy, thanks. You're my lifesaver.

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I wanna leave quietly that place...
I don't want any fancy celebration like the others....
So yeah... it's good to be a low-profiler.
But I'm gonna miss them soo much.

No I'm not crying... Haha.

P/S: Adam's Sandler's voice is so soothing. =]] Sing for me that please? And now, I'm gonna catch up with my beloved friends. A thousand apologies guys...

To Firman:
Haiyo you... you are still young. You don't know anything. He's just a friend la dey. I don't like anyone currently except fantasies. LJS has become my fav fast-food restaurant already. Ok la. I'm buying pure caramel right now at Coffee Bean. [Maklom la wireless]

2009-06-15T23:49:00.003+08:00

Argh!!!

I don't know...
Recently, I've been eating a lot at LJS. I think because Tammy has influenced me too much. And I mean TOO much. [Tammy = Terry the horny guy].

So this particular cashier was like..."Hey you again!"
O-kay... what's that suppose to mean? I'm a regular customer okay...
Well I like the cashier because she was nice and kind. I like her service. No wonder she recognizes me. LOL.

Work was fun. I'm starting to become a workaholic. [Deep inside: Help me!]
So many things has happen...
Those colleagues seem to notice that I am emo.
Walao...

Don't judge leh... I'm not emo. I don't cry for fun ok?
Haiz...

2009-06-03T18:17:00.009+08:00

Korean Fever.

Tags Replied:

Berliana: Haha! Yours too. Let's have a cup of coffee and settle down to share our stories to what's going on with our lives right now. =]

-aini-: Ohh!! Haha. Sorry sorry naege naege..[ LOL. singing Superjunior's song]. How are you anyway?

Rifqi: Oh wells... Bored people do bored stuffs. Haha! You should try...only when you're bored then it'll become interesting. =]]

Firman: Eleh. Yeah...I'm gonna blanje you guys on the 13th June. So, be sure you are free. If your sis cannot come, it's ok. You are obliged to come actually. It's not everyday I blanje you guys ok? So pls pls come? ^_____^

So before anything happens, I would like to apologize because the next sentence gonna sound a lil... just a lil bit fangirly... Watch out! =]]

Many blames to Boys Over Flowers because I'm addicted to this song already and Lee Min Ho. LOL!

So who is this new band? A'ST 1 basically means A'Star 1. [I think..]
6 members = Include Korean, Japs and Chinese.
Singing one of BOF OST. Called 'Yearning Heart' = Ashiwun maeumingeol

Left to Right: Hyming(chn), HanByul(Fav), JangMoon, Tomo(Japs), JungJin, InGyu.

I'm kinda dissapointed with the vid above. I don't know perhaps they are tired.
0:16- 0:23 JangMoon looks so flyy. -Hey My Grrrrl- *doing the salute movement thingy*. (Melts)
0:30 Tomo is like one kekok(Awkward) guy sia...
0:55 Over here it's so obvious the singing is not good already.

[Perhaps.. it's tough when singing + dancing}

Even the rapping doesn't have the impact.
Some dancing parts are quite hilarious. I seem to noticed that Koreans when they're dancing, they must add a lil pinch of cuteness in there.

2:35-3:02 Maknae(Youngest) HanByul doesn't dissapoint me. A least he is able to maintain his voice and still acts cute in front of cam. [Wah...so bias ar zaimah]

Here's the link if you wanna download the song-> Download

*Melting off from the desktop to the floor*

(Million dollar smile? I still like your curly hair Lee Min Ho)
*I think I've evaporated from melting*

I searched for you high and low...
Alas, I think I've found you so...
You just seemed to wash my sorrows away
But now, I guess you're far than what I expected.

Saranghae..
Zaimah.

P/S: HongYi, your face look like HanByul leh. Tomorrow I show you at work. Haha.

2009-05-30T23:42:00.003+08:00

Quickie,

I'm soo bored so I search my name on Google. Haha. LOL!
And damn it's funny lor.

Khuzaimah's skin products, Khuzaimah's department of agronomy and horticulture, the prophet...eg LOL. Since when I got my own company? =]]

And I stumbled across one blog. We share the same name, same interest, one year older...Haha. I like Big Bang and T.O.P too you know. =D
But I think she got more life rather than me. LOL. I'm such a bore lor.
I guess all Khuzaimah's out there are 'Great minds Think alike'.
[Broken sentence structure...who cares]

Why? LAZY + LAZY + LAZY= PLAIN LAZY [BIG FULL-STOP].... Everything lazy. Update lazy, want to eat lazy, want to bathe lazy, brush teeth lazy, wear underwear lazy. Omg. Can become pig sia...

http://notperfectenough.blogspot.com/

Nancy don't scold me hor? Nuna...mianhaeyo!

Sian lor. I really don't understand why Hong Yi message soo the toot toot slow lor. He like one kuku leh. Haha. Jkjk. I just like you la besides the bus-stop guy. >_< !!

2009-05-27T23:23:00.004+08:00

섹시,
[Sekshi]

A quickie!

That guy ask me to called him 'Romeo/Juliet' LOL! I should called him 'Red T-shirt'.
Not because he likes to wear red t-shirts but because of his name. Hong Yi ah... Haha.

I think Big Bang T.O.P is sexy with all the hair and cuteness that's why they make him this creepy japanese dolls and mannequins.

P/S: Omg. Big Bang's new Japanese single My Heaven is out. Alamak..aper lagi.. download ah! LOL. =D. Seriously ah. The MV really makes me 'cair' man. All because of T.O.P lor. The voice ah...I don't care whether it's Korean, Japanese or both. He's still hot. LOL.
[This is so not me lor]

2009-05-24T18:48:00.010+08:00

슈퍼맨처럼 날아서 지켜줄게!
[syupeomaencheoreom naraseo jikyeojulge!]

I'll go now flying like superman, I'll protect you!

Sorry guys I can't be like superman [or perhaps superwoman] when you guys need me. Work, work, work.
I don't know. I'm starting to like this career thingy. In the end... ka-ching ka-ching.
I'm a saver-type of guy... I mean girl. So usually I don't spend a lot.

I crave to go shopping but usually end up in my stomach. If you know what I mean. Food-lover?
I don't know. I crave for food now...

Thousand apologies for not replying or calling any of your messages and calls. My prepaid is low for the moment soo.... I'll try my best to top it up this week.

Haha. the funny thing is that having a crush together at your workplace is so distracting.
It's not a crush theoreotically. Just a colleague except he's too kind and funny. My kind of guy...

Kirs Allen's new single has stuck in my brain for days. But right now it's 샤이니 (SHINee). Lol. I love the rapper. The voice ah...can melt man...

Tags replied:

Berliana: Hey Berliana! Hmm... I've gotten my pay...so when's the outing gonna be? Haha. Miss ya too. =]] At the moment I can't text you... sobz sobz..

NatashaNurtiara: Haha. Yeah true. I'm still learning Mandarin it's just that my Chinese friends kind of fed-up with me because I'm sucked at pronounciation. they would go...'What?! What did you say?" It always ends up having misconceptions or perhaps miscommunication. =[

-aini-: Hello! Wait... which aini are you? So so so sorry. I have too many 'Aini' friends. Sobz sobz. I sucked.

NADIAH: Cheyba... Cik khuzaimah eh? Haha. I feel like I'm 21 yrs old. Don't say cik la. We're cousins mah... Yeah I'm kinda busy at the moment. Working you know... Need to save up before my school starts. Argh! =]

2009-05-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

How lame can I be?

yeah...how lame...

I'm sick. Having high fever for the last few days. NO it's not swine flu. sheesh. So didn't turn up for work.
[Gaji tak masok kepe?? Sianz]

Happy Belated Birthday to my lovely sis. Turning 23. Happy la tu dpt e63 dier tu.

I'm not getting my laptop any sooner... haiz... cannot play my Sims 3 already.

How boring can this get?
My life is such a bore... lerr.

;[

2009-05-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

i have to make it quick.

I'll be on hiatus this month due to this swine flu.
So I'll be working hard. Hwaiting! [dotzdotz]
[wah...zaimah so famous at work eh?]

Well actually the colleagues are friendly that's all. =]]

Lol. I kinda miss out taeyang's and daesung's birthday. But what matters most to me is that they would stay together as a band. I hope so.

I can't wait Boys Over Flowers on Channel U. Yeah I know...so lame right? I doubt everybody's haven't watch it.

So a temporary break for my Korean language. I'll be coming back to frontier library for more experience.

For the sake of Jess: Since you want everybody to know what's the translation to that Korean sentence..LOL.

It's quite lame actually. It's just basically "Hello. I'm Zaimah. It's nice to meet you. By the way, my love for Big Bang is huge you know..."

LOL!!! What the hell... now that I mentioned it. It does sound kinda lame.
Anything la.

Tags replied:

Fanna!(; : LOL! Yeah I know... just extra confirmation. I'm fine actually. Cannot wait to start school. Woohoo!

Berliana: Haha. I thought I put a clue in one of my recent posts? Haha. I work as triage in NUH. Taking visitors temperature. LOL. Very very tiring. Sometimes kene maki ader ah. You might not believe it.

NatashaNurtiara: Haha. Why sad? I mean prolly most girls would fall for GD, Don't worry. All members are treated fairly by me... LOL. I could not make up my mind though.... Korean Language? Well consonants and double consonants are damn easy. Simple vowels too. But I'm having trouble with complex vowels which is called 'Diphthong'. But right now, I can read most of the words but having trouble of what those words means...Haha. =]]

2009-05-01T21:19:00.004+08:00

빠름,
[Ppa-reum]

Speed.

안녕하세요! 저는 자이마입니다. 처음 뵙겠습니다.
그런데, 빅뱅를 위한 나의 사랑은 거대합니다. 알았어?

LOL. Today is the only day I could blog because I'm working in the mean time...
[Didn't know working life is too tiring.]
The above sentences is just a beginner's stance. I wrote it in my notebook. I shall not translate it for you but I can romanize it for you. Or maybe I shouldn't. Hah!

Haha...here you go Jess. Since you wanted so much of my Korean skills. I'll explain it to you later. But I'm still learning chinese lor. You need to help me leh...

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So... in case you miss me. [Hah! Tough luck] Just find me In NUH. *clue*
Wearing the PPE which means the gear is damn hot. Haha. Last night news, I was on T.V
Haha!

2 seconds fame... Isn't it Jess? Our heads like floating behind. We are like goons sia. Stand there for nothing... Nevermind Jess. I'm still meeting you this mon.
Deqy, Pooja, Dominic, Stanley, Stephanie... Jia you! Don't fall sick this weekend. Work hard, ok?
Hwaiting chingu ya!

Will update pictures with dearest Jess. My goon partner.

Haha. Oppa Jiyong sshi, so cute lor. =]]

Annyeong!

2009-04-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

감상적인,
[Gam-san-geok-in]

Pathetic.

I miss someone who has been a long time didn't gave me a treat to Coffee Bean/Starbucks. Aww... my Pure Caramel.. sobz sobz.

But it's ok. I don't asked that much.

The weird thing is that I miss school. Damn.

Lately... I have these weird dreams that somehow does not relate to me. Perhaps it's just some vivid imagination...Oh not forgetting, ghouls and ghosts too...

[Beh gembira ah...]
[Tak cuci kaki tuu]

[Maybe I should text Donovan?...Maybe]

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Have you ever faced where you really thirst for love?
I mean someone where you can share you and his/her probs, dreams, to talk with...

Maybe life partner was too overrated. Perhaps just needed someone. That's it.
You might say that you are quite lucky because you have a family that loves you.
You just blurted out that 'Who the hell I need love for...I have a family'

Yes you do. But don't you think that you are just substituting that to your love life?
Yeah...you know patience. But somehow, patience does not solve that much.
When will it be? Perhaps you are just fickle-minded? Maybe that's why you are not getting one.
O-kay...this is just one point of my view.

How about you don't have a family that loves you just like other families do? [But you don't know that do you?]
Of course..you need someone to occupy that into your heart or your mind. Perhaps both.
[Have you ever think about it?]

We always need someone to turn to. To lean into that someone shoulders or arms.
You suddenly hunger for a hug. To fill those gaps of his/her hands.

Sometimes you just envy that other people tend to get that first before you. You don't mind whether you're second or third because you're not in a race, right? But sometimes...seeing that sight, there's that voice inside you 'Gosh..if only I had someone like him/her'

................
.............
.....
..
.

You know what... I just talk bullcrap. I can be a counselor if I could. Still, I have to reconsider this. I'm good at giving advices to someone but I can't give those to myself. And I can't find the reason why....

Tags replied:

Nadiah: Alamak cousin. Can I call you selenge bacin? Haha. Dotz. I did wrote that you should find those navigations. Haha *slaps myself* Ouch!. =]] Yeah I know I'm very merepek. Cousin ko jugak kan...

Aiyu: Alamak...ni uncle maner pulak ni. Haha. Yeah now that you mention it. Very swey sia! Omg. Tau tkper. Oh wells...

Eddy: Haha..now then you just tag me? Yeah will link you up soon.

Berliana: Yeah..tau tkper... Well at least she made my tagboard 'alive'. Haha.Oh shucks...yeah April 13? Haha. Will remember the outing always. Don't worry. Btw, school's looks like fun. Maybe you should just topple the stuffs over me. Get it? LOLZ.

Shamilah: Haha. Cool cool. Don't forget superjunior. They're getting hot too you know. LOL. Oh Witch Yoo Hee is my fav. The Moo-Ryong is handsome lor...

=]]

2009-04-19T16:30:00.005+08:00

즐거운
[Jeur-geo-un]

Delightful.

It's gonna be a looong post. Sure you gonna skip the first part. =]

Went out with my dear friend Aloysius yesterday.

Summary: It was suppose to be serious but it ends up frustrating [in a good way] and laughable.

Like a Malay proverb "Seperti lembu dicucuk hidung" . I was forced [note the word 'forced'] and he begged me with those doggy eyes or perhaps puppy to do his damn social studies homework.

I was supposed to teach him... or perhaps guide him with SS but he makes use of me. Maybe that's just stupid of me for being nice... but I guess that's just me. Too vulnerable huh? An easy target. [Shiit.]

Eventually... out of sympathy.. I did his work BUT I gave only a few points the rest is up to him.

So I figure out that he actually just wanted to spend time with me. Ha-ha. I guess that's sweet of him. I say, it was like a geeky meeting because instead of exchanging info bout what's happening with our lives, we exchange about knowledge. You guess it.

One thing about him is that he's a bad listener... I kinda fed-up with this.. you started talking, he started distracting...isnt't that right Aloysius?.... But he just love to make people laugh.

And seriously, why are you facing guilty-conscious? Please don't blame yourself about everything that has just happened to your life because someday, I know that you will get that pillar of strength to heal those weaknesses that slowly starting to grow inside of you. I know you... Just believe.

I say this again... Thanks for everything. [I hope you like the cheesecake..it was meant to gave you that last year.. but I didn't make it] And one last thing...you just love to observe every detail on every people huh? *shakes head*

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Last few days... a chinese old man wanted to commit suicide at our block. There was one big ccanvas that was pack with air... [you know those stuffs at the movies where they wanted to jump off the building and landing on this big sort 'air' thingy...yeah...] in front of my house.

Crowds started multiplying... SCDF personnels started scrambling...Gasped, shouts, shocked and me? I just closed the door and watch my fav Korean Drama. LOL. No kidd.

Next thing I knew was that... he didn't jumped at all. I was like...WTH??? And I thought he was just wasting people's time. Cheh.

I guess that's it.

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JiYong sshi, I know you love to syle your hair but please take care your health too and your hair. I'm just afraid that you will become bald in the next 20 years and skinny like a lamp post.

Love,
your fan. =]

[LOL. I know he won't read this..but I hope he do!]

GD, I love it when you rap in English especially that song you feated with W-inds in 'Rain Is Falling' Congratz. =] Do some more of Eng songs. Can't wait.

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Tags Replied:

Shamilah: LOL! I just found you hilarious and random... and somehow made my day. I was soo happy that you found me as your new k-mate. Yeah... and Big Bang is my fav K-band. What's yours? Link ya already. Thanks for tagging!

Berliana: Haha. Oh wells... good luck with school ok? Gonna make some new friends and I'm sure you're gonna be successful. Have faith. =]

T.O.P, SeungRi, Taeyang, G-Dragon, Daesung.
BB hwaiting!

Gosh. I feel like an idiot when I typed that.

아이스크림!
[a-i-seu-keu-rim!]

2009-04-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

임의의,
[I-mwi-ui]

Random.

Watch MTV asia yesterday early in the morning around 2 +?... Yeah. Caught this MV and what captures my attention is the location. LOL. It's in Singapore anyway...

Catchy beat though....

Note* I don't like eating rice when my fingernails are too long. I mean they get stuck and all...you get what I mean. Haha. Dork.
For my international friends, fyi, we Malays, eat rice with our hands. It's a tradition anyway.

I'll update again tomorrow.

2009-04-14T21:37:00.005+08:00

믿다,
[Mit-da]

Believe?

You know like there's always two perspective views of your life like that 'angel and devil' thingy, hanging onto your shoulders? Yeah that stuff. Whether it's positive or negative because your decisions shape your life anyway. Really.

[It's all bout fun isn't it?]

I tend to get that to myself. A lot. Yes, I have that big uncertainty to my life. I usually let time passes by and then we'll see the results because I can't make a decision directly on the spot.
It's like BAM! and then I would go... *sounded like crickets in the night* ...........................eventually, 'errr...I don't know ah'

Sometimes I would go scattering to the 'good' side or perhaps self-indulge with the 'bad' side. And usually, it ends up with nothing. Or maybe the grass is always greener on the other side.

Lol. I know. It's hopeless isn't it? So for the time being my friend, I guess you're just 'something' that etches in my memory. Maybe God is giving me a big slap to wake up and get a move on with life.

It's like He's trying to say to me *deep voice like those scary movies on the phone* 'Zaimah ah. Wake up. It's ok. You lose something in order to gain something [a-ah. familiar phrase. wink wink. I totally dig this phrase] There is something better in your future. Let 'the thing' be.'

LOL. But you know what?... that's just a voice inside of me.
It's crap. Totally crap. Imagine this... it's like you're jumping into a deep well of loneliness and there's no one to save you from your misery.

Patience my friend.

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Back to the geeky self. Seriously ah. I miss my sims hella lot. Oppa ah! I want my Sims 2 back leh. It's like I'm dying out of dehydration you know. I'm crawling to that oasis. Sand in my eyes and I can't cry because I'm losing too much water. My bones start to crack and Im losing my hair!사생의! [sa-saeng-ui = which means bastard]

[exaggerating, exaggerating. 10 points for being so dramatic]

And I'm wining again like those howling dogs.... or those non-stop crying babies.
Somebody please slap her so she can shut up? *slapped*

.......ok fine.

2009-04-13T22:57:00.002+08:00

이기적인,
[I-gi-jeok-in]

Selfish.

Selfish...oh selfish. It's like someone has just plastered this word behind my back with an UHU glue and I'm not sure whether I should listen to it or follow my conscience because I'm starting....only starting but not yet.... to lose it.

I've been noticing these few days to what is happening around my surroundings. And I see a really big change. And I know that majority would say 'People CHANGE'. And that's a big word.

I'm just afraid that I couldn't take this as a fact to my oh-my-god reality.

I don't know whether to accept it or not because my losses doesn't mean anything to anyone. Does it? Even though I share this to anybody, they would just nod their heads with those sympathetic eyes while looking at me like I'm one pathetic stray dog...or cat.

Or perhaps they would just say 'I have the same experience as you do. No big fuss' I mean WTH? or maybe ' Oh that's ok.. I'm here for you' [But are you really there for me?] Oh c'mon. Stop the bullcrap. I know some of you are just too busy with your lives that you just can't planned your time well or perhaps you can't be bothered at all.

[I just can't say you are plain lazy, can't I?]

But that's ok. Because I know that myself.
And I'm still standing strong with my two own feet.

You wanna call this arrogant.. go ahead. I don't mind. I mean it's your opinion.

This 'thing' [I just called it a 'thing' because I don't want to showcase how generic my life would be to you guys] is just unbelievable. I have my first loss so I can't afford to lose this one too.

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Yeah I mean so what huh? It's your life doesn't it?

And that's when the word 'selfish' comes along. But I can't take that, can't I? To be precised, we've been friends for like god-knows-when... And I can't do anything about it.

Weeping deep inside would be like of no use because there's too much stitching up to do. [Get it?] So I guess smile is the best expression to any hideous emotions. [LOL. I like that sentence. It's mine btw.] We'll just wait and see then... =']

P.S: Please don't text or call me about this. Let's just put it as a general topic for all of us to enjoy or perhaps a sentiment in life.

I just miss my Sims collection. Can't wait for Sims 3. Oh boy... geeky!

2009-04-10T21:29:00.005+08:00

기다리다,
[Gi-da-ri-da]

Wait.

Went out with Berliana yesterday and oh boy! I haven't seen her for such a long time. LOL! the LJS scene... pathetically Singaporeans. It's a shame to see people behave that way. I'm lazy to explain here but you can check out Berliana's blog. =]

Thank you for spending time with me. I know it's such a bore because I was tired and fatigued all the time... [ 미안한 (mianhae) ] So sorry

Oh and guys [where saf declare 'the no-name group']... I really appreciate that you guys drop by to my 'hood and visit me after the Sports Day at Jurong West Stadium and we go 'lepak-ing' while ignoring those annoying guys on bikes. You know those cliques'...if don't, then I don't know what to say. Grazie!

I've been watching parodies on Youtube and this caught my attention. Hell yeah I would want this 'big ass table'. It's amazing how they come up with these creations.

Tags replied:

Aiyu: Yeah..unconstant? well..needed something to change around here. I nearly wrote your name from Aiyu to Ariel... WTH? Right. Link ya already.
Berliana: Yar. I remember that too. Damn hysterical! But I love the 'sleepy' meals. I mean it doesn't makes sense...but who knows... it might be true.. Trolley tailong incident was out of nowhere.. I don't know where that come from but it was hilarious. Something new and imaginative. =]] Weehuu!
Khairul Khamis: Once in a blue moon you will tagged me huh? Yeah. Gonna miss that shoe though... Aish! Must slashed that person throat seh. I thought we saw first what...
Yunru: Hello! Well it's not really difficult. The only thing is difficult is the pronunciation and the romanization. The hangul which is in Korean is easy to write. Japanese kanji also has the same strokes like Chinese right? But different meaning... how come you change your mind last min? Shucks.
Safura: Yoohoo! We met, we hug. LOL! Miss you sia... long time no see man... =]]

Nan neoreul saranghae!

2009-04-06T21:27:00.003+08:00

행복한,
[Haeng-bok-han]

Happy.

Oh boy... I'm so glad I bought my Dettol Sanitizer on Hands. At least I don't have that sinus thingy anymore...yet.

Since I'm free nowadays... school's gonna start about in 4 months? I think I want to join the chinese class for beginners in that PAP centre. Don't you go laughing about...

Because somehow it amazes me that my father supports my decision. He thinks it is a good way to spend my free time. And I was miles away thinking that my job in the future would be a translator? *imagining it right now*

O-kay I don't know why... but I'm starting to like high-top sneakers. I know it's like so old but right now... teens heartthrob sensation is bringing out those in the 80s , 90s... all those 'ketinggalan zaman' fashion.

The first one is from Steve Madden's clothing line and the second one is Punkrose [fav!]. I tell ya... they don't come in cheap. Let's not count the shipping costs shall we?

Shit-o. Why do some people don't have patience in their lives?

2009-04-01T16:48:00.008+08:00

색깔은 Rainbow
[Saekggareun Rainbow]

The color is rainbow.

It's gonna be a long post...so take the plunge. By the way April Fools!
Oh look there's cicak on the floor!!!! Lol. [Don't tell me u just did that?] It's a family humor and I always got fooled by it. Dang.

A week and how-so-many days. I just found out that I'm allergic to cats. AND IT"S SUCKS. No wonder I'm still not recovering with this 'sinus fever'. Right...go ahead and laugh all you want. Geez.

I change my cat name to Tabi [tah-bee] because all of the other names are too generic and also it's because of T.O.P too. But still, my family stick to Boy. [WTH?]

Nae sarang Tabi is too cute.

Also I was overwhelmed with the recently sad news with the Petom family. Aneeyo.. it's not Petom. It's Petom's grand-granddaughter. Mom called her 'Cutie' because she has different fur than the rest. Haha.

In the memory of Cutie. July 2008 to 30 March 2009. May you rest in peace and go to Hamster Heaven. Amen.

Call me a pet freak or whatever. I just love animals. And I guess I'm being too emotional because I would cry if people abuse them. I'm being serious here. Please don't hurt all these poor creatures. Stop animal abuse!

Oh and my blog song is dedicated to you Cutie for your funeral. No kidd. I was listening to this song while playing with the Petom's family.

*Sigh... Lately... there's a campaign about Speaking Mandarin Campaign 2009 here in Singapore. It's been a buzz in youtube. Saying that the kids speaking in chinese is accurate and mostly cute. Coolcool. I mean right now...the no. 1 language that most people spoke is Chinese! Interesting~

And did you guys do anything for Earth Day? Surprisingly, my brother seemed to be lecturing the whole family to switch off all of the lights and fans in our home. Directly 8:30 p.m till don't know when... Haha. Apparently Tabi went nuts seeing 'shuffle feet' as mice. Geez.

Jennette Mccurdy aka Sam from ICarly has released a new single. Her single has that twangy twist of country and pop. Comments from listeners saying that her voice is much better than Miranda Cosgrove aka Carly.

Her myspace -> Click!

Oh and finally... Big Bang and female Big Bang, 21 endorse a new advertisement to promote this new phone LG Cyon Lollipop. I tell ya... the advertisement is so colorful. The chorus is love. It stuck to my head for days.

T.O.P's hair...with the raising eyebrows. *melts*. Dae with the finger swirling and cute Bae and Seung Ri. Didn't showcase much of these 3. And omgomgomg! Jiyong sshi! Your hair is 'electrifying'. So karma lor!

Danny? GD?

Here's my romanization version of this song:

Lolli-Lolli-Lollipop Dar-kom-ha-ge Da-ga-wa
Lolli-Lolli-Lollipop Nae-ge Sog-sag-yeo-jeo
Lolli-Lolli-Lollipop Sang-keum-ha-ge Da-ga-wa
Lolli-Lolli-Lollipop Ji-geum Won-ha-jan-a

Lolli Lolli Lollipop Girl Nyon Na-i Lollipop
Lolli Lolli Lollipop Oh Lolli-Pop-Pop

This week gonna be very busy because we're gonna re-paint the house. Yay! Lol. Good Friday's coming so watch out all those gnomes sticking out at the front yard. In fact, we don't have a front yard.

Tags replied:

AmirahZeee: Yeah it's been awhile ever since we got our results back. So how are you? Yup. I'm into big bang but not really that fanatic. Haha. =]]
Rifqi: Lar... of course the formal word for chinese in malay is Cina. [Chee-na] E.g: 'Kami mahu migrate ke negeri Cina' 'Disitu ada budak cina sedang duduk' LOL!! Mind the stupid examples. but I hope you get it.
Unknown: LOL! Who the hell are you?
Berliana: Haha... I thought of asking you to tagged along with me to go to school to get the testimonial but since you went already... LOL. next time agaknyer? =]]

2009-03-23T15:26:00.007+08:00

Unbelievably real conscience....

"I knew...*puff* I would find you here," Zack bend down to catch hold of his breathe. He thought it was a joke to climb up that building. 'But it look 2 inches high in that map,' he thought. She looked a lot skinnier from the back. But it didn't bothers him. He totally forgot his conditions about his health. But for all he know, she was safe.

"Where were you?! Do you know.. *puff* how worried I am?" he got hold on her arm. But she flick it off like as if it was an annoying fly. "How did you find me here?" she broke the silence. Feeling with frustration and anger. "I told you not to find me. Why you're being so adamant?" she turned to face him. Shockingly, finding him dressed in shambles. Frayed.
"Oh my lord! ZACK!"

To be continue...

Haha. This scene was somehow created while I was in the bathroom staring at the "murky" waters. You don't ask me why I did that. I know.... it's disgusting right? Cheh. I don't know how to continue this but if you want to help me, then help yourself. ;]

It's pathetic that I'm sick again but not with the terminator's voice. I think I'm having 'sinus fever'. Whatever it is being called. No matter what, I must fight this battle. I can't afford to be sick again. You weak weakling! O-kay.Enough ranting, let's get down to business.

So I went out yes-yester-yesterday. 3 outing's, 3 days. Expo, Downtown East and Expo.
Tagged along with Wada, Khai and heyheyhey... Firman. He's a lot taller now. Gotta love the hair.

Firman: C'mon Khai smile for the cam.
Khai: Nah. My cam's more 'interesting'.
LOL!

Firman. A penny for your thoughts?

Fazuan and oh-my-god bro. =]

Z=Bb & W=Sj.
Korean band freaks? *chills send down my spine*

JiYong sshi & Kibum sshi?
In my dreams only.

Oh yeah. Talking about dreams... I dreamt T.O.P talked to me.
I mean why is it have to be him? Oh wells... He and the Big Bang is staying at Singapore. [Which is so unlikely..but who knows] All I know is that I ask him whether I could hug him and guess what? He said no. [How in the first place I get to know them?]

LOL!!! [Tough luck zaimah...] But! He gave me a "Get Well Soon" card and surprise-surprise... Big Bang contact no. Haha. One lucky fan.... but too bad. It's a crappy dream. It won't happen means it WON'T happen.

So what's up with my blog song? Haha... if you have been paying attention to my post, I love other languages even though I don't understand them. Furthermore, the lead singer is kinda handsome. They're from Brazil. A band call Cine. Chee-neh. My bro pronounce it... you guessed it. Chee-ner. Which equivalent to a malay informal word referring to the Chinese.

He's the top left hand corner. They gonna collaborate shows with McFly. Interesting~

Tags replied:
Yunru: Lol! Superjunior fanatic?
Nadiah: Aww man.. You don't like me eh? Haha. You must like me. LOL! Lesbianism soo not working for me. Why? Stuck at home?
Berliana: Yeah! Miss you too! Haha. Don't know... school gonna start soon for you right? shan't disturb you. ;]
Aiyu: Woah. Get a hold of yourself lady. I didn't say Drew is mine. Haha. Officially yours? woah woah. Tough competiton for other girls out there...
Qurratu: Hey! Random tagger. My school starts in august. Shucks.

Bogoshipoyo... ;'[

2009-03-16T11:07:00.005+08:00

Get up get up Get out get out,

Wow~ It's been a week and how-so-many days I've not been blogging. Was sick...still recovering here because my voice sounded just like the Terminator ["I'll be bach!"] and a lil bit wheezing cause of asthma.

So even though I'm sick, I still have to run around the house to catch that stupid cat. [Luckily I get paid for doing this job]. I don't know... I still prefer my hamsters. Lolz. It's because I fed them unnecessary foods. Chix, beef, eggs, sambal squid, lettuce... pardon me they're all cooked. [No wonder Petom is getting fatter and fatter. She rarely exercise on her wheel]

I'm such a bad owner...Recently, I was inspired by this book that says "365 ways to change the world. One way, one each day" I was like wow-ed.

March 16 - Plant a Tree or millions. Well one act could make a hell of a difference. So why not. I have my 'backyard' so let's plant a starfruit seed. I'll show you once it has bloomed and not to fail me due to the circumstances. E.g: In appropriate weather and stuff.

Because it struck me on whether to be a humanitarian for a part-time job. I love to help people but... God, what's wrong with me? Jeez.

My lil cousins, nieces and nephews. I didn't get the opportunity to talk to Adam yesterday. It's like he's running away from me as far as possible because he's buff and all? Embarrassed? Shy? Taken steroids lately? *snort* C'mon lah.

So I guess it's unfair not to reply the tags in my tagboard due to my plain laziness, so why in the first place I put a tagboard for?

So here's my sincere apologies.
Aiyu: Lolz=The previous tag. I was lost when you sang the song because it is 30s so I have to scrutinized the lyrics. It's not bad, needed some back-up singers. Haha.. Zaimah trying to be The-Know-It-All which of course tk menjadi.
Anonymous: Thanks for tagging? =]
Peiyi: Yeah... went for Laselle. It's kinda far you know. So basically.. I'm lost over there. A bit.
Ashh: Link ya already. Thanks. It's a tough competition although it's hard to get Abg Khai to contact me.
Safura :) : Getting well here. You work at school? Wah... if you get your pay...then maybe you could...y'know..haha! *wink wink
Berliana: Thanks. Haha. Don't be jealous hor? But there's not a lot of Caucasians in the Visual Arts Department anyway. Sobz. =']

On the last note, Congratulations to Big Bang for winning the Best Singer Award for Korea PD Awards. Congratz to SeungRi with his solo Strong Baby.

Thought of buying his DVD or maybe photobook but then again...

I'm not really a fan of him but since he's in Big Bang so... gotta love the members of the band too.

It's kinda obscene no wonder they sold the album for those who are above 19. The kissing scene and the bed scene..the lyrics. When it's 'bout to perform, the 'crack' was change into 'clap'. I think it's because 'crack' can be referred as drugs? Lolz. Crap.

*cough cough*

Saranghae~

2009-03-06T18:44:00.003+08:00

SYUKUR ALHAMDULLILAH.

Today's the very day. My interview to Laselle.
I am freaking nervous because I wanted someone, anyone, to tag along with me because seriously, I'm clueless about the place and I don't know anyone.
So I end up alone. Oh wells~~

The location is so big! It's like a theater divided into sections. [which means 'classrooms'].
My 'class' has 9 people. LOL! I'm the only one malay and the rest are "serani's"[mixed] and Chinese.

Their drawings and paintings is wayy better than mine. It's a tough competition... I thought I would never make it but eventually, I did. Syukur. [I got the Golden Ticket!]
They are really cool people. Even the lecturers are hilarious.

Let me introduce them:
Donovan the Dork one. [My new buddy!]
Lisa the Outgoing one. [I love her style of fashion. She's American.]
Some chinese guy who is 21 years old. Just came back from NS. [Forgot his name.]
Douglas the Cute one. [Well yeah he's cute.]
Syamila the Tom-boyish one. [She's nepalese but she look totally like a malay. New buddy.]
Lilis the Cool one.
& some China guy. [He's a goddamn pro!!]

I know I can't judge people like this but it's just based on first impression.
So I have to talk English all the time and it sucks.

I saw this phone at Jurong Point in a Starhub outlet. LOL! Which reminds me of Big Bang.
Taeyang in the end is so funny. I don't know but TOP looks handsome here.

Nan neorul saranghae~

2009-03-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

An nyoung ha sa yo,

You're my destiny
Nae gyote chum to kakka-yi wachwo
Nowe do sonul chapgo hanchab-tongan
Ne gyote chami tul-kopa
You're my everything
Onjena nae ane isso my love
Nae mamenojing no ppuniranun konman arajwo = Lee Sung Wook (Destiny)

(I love singing this)

You are my destiny
Come closer
I want to hold both of your hands
And fall asleep next to you
You are my everything
You’ll always be with me, my love
Know that you’re the only one in my mind

This song has been on mind ever since I re-watch Witch Yoo Hee on youtube. I just love that Korean Drama... Brought me to tears...Aww..[Jae hee...*flying*..]

Oh...I can't wait GD's solo coming this April. It's bugging me because Big Bang members are creating their own solo's rather than in a group itself. Greedy? Self-gain? Cheh.

2 more days. Freaking outttttt!
:>

2009-03-01T14:40:00.005+08:00

Famousisation.

It's not a word so don't be fooled by it. I don't know I'm having mysterious scratch marks over my hands and arms. It's not paper cuts nor Belang or perhaps Petom. I woke up and *boom*. There it is. A large scratch mark on my arms.

Funny thing I did not feel anything... so.. what the heck.

I wanna extend my language proficiency. It's an advantage if you wanna travel around the world. [Boleh masok Amazing Race.] LOL! So many dreams...[dah jadi mcm mat jenin]

Instincts told me : Be open to opinions. Some hate, some appreciate. You just gotta take slowly mate. [Rhyme pun tk menjadi...]

Hey Monday "Homecoming"

I know this song is like way far back... Haha. Acutally, I don't get the video at first...
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Oh...so now I get it..

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2009-02-28T02:01:00.006+08:00

What defines you?

Alright this question has been bugging me ever since this particular advertisement was broadcast. I mean why is it so hard to answer that question...Nothing special? A fake? Just another wannabe?
Dumb-founded.

Can you answer?

Ok enought about that. Went out with Berliana to ECP on Wed. It's been awhile I'm craving to have my feet soak under the soft sand and the crashing sea waves. The feeling was... indescribable. I bought along some snacks because nowadays... I just love to eat. [No wonder I gain a lot of weight.. =] ]

Oh...Big Bang's 2nd album: Remember. Is not appropriate to those who under 19 years old.
[@!##$$$%%$!!! ] I mean it's really bull. All because of SeungRi's solo. Why sia...
Just because the lyrics is not appropriate? So what? I can't buy it? Even through shipping? [Merepek ah.]

I don't know why. I've been talking crap because my interview for Lasalle is just a few days away. I'm freaking out or is it just adrenaline rush? Abg Khai, where are you? I'm desperately need your help. ='[

Seriously, her hair is really long! Coolcool.

One of the guys in the band The Hand Me Down Kids named Paul share the same birthday and age as me. Lolz! [soulmate eh zaimah~~]
I'm not making a big deal of it. But it's just that I've never met someone who share the same birthday as me and age. Haha. Coolcool. He's middle guy who wears the beanie.
17= Nov 27

Their myspace .

Gosh. GD looks like he's Eurasian. *smile widely*
Where's my YB huh? I totally love YB's mohawk.
*falling off like a feather with stars on the eyes*

난 당신 아들을 사랑
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2009-02-23T14:47:00.002+08:00

Oppa, You're so cool!

[oppa = olderbrother]

Tags replied:

Fai': LOLZ!!! Haha...pls eh don't threaten people eh.. *wink*wink*
Rifqi: Haha. I didn't know you like it. Kamsamnida(Thank you)
Aini: Hehe... Well since it's adopted, so might as well temporary. But it's not confirmed yet.
Berliana: Hey kate nk gi jogging? You are welcome if u wanne meet Belang. Cume dier ader sedikit manje and bising. LOL! =]
Aiyu: You want the kitten? Haha. I've lots in my neighbourhood if you want. Terlalu byk kucing give birth. Hah!
Ashh: Well then it settle. Hope to see you again some time.
Qurratu: Haha... well it's a new phenomena ah. I also don't know why. But american/british singers tetap akan support! No worries... =]

=]

2009-02-21T19:28:00.004+08:00

Amused= Doppelganger is not that menacing!

Practice makes perfect. That's totally true. I've lost my obsession towards McFly. I used to love them so much. There's always one guy in that band which definitely fan girls would fall in love with [I'm 1 of them].... and that is my Danny Jones. [Used to...]

But no matter what "All About You" will always stay here. Till I find someone who share this same song with me and we could sing along. LOLZ. [dream on..]

It's been awhile I'm searching for a new obsession. Surprisingly, it's Big Bang. I want to digress this feeling because I feel so ashamed of myself that I'm listening to songs that I'm not really fancy with. Like this Korean band. I vow to listen all English speaking bands which includes my genre. But now......

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??
Reality struck me that I should look myself into the mirror and say..
"Ah look! I'm Asian. What a surprise..."

I'm a big fan of accents. Gotta digg those UK's accent. Trying to perfect this so-called "American Accent"
Oh for god's sake...look at you. You're a malay. So talk like a Malay. Sheesh.

O-kay. The whole point is that I practice this song for hours and it came out perfectly just like a stream of water. Korean language isn't that bad. You just need to have a way to pronounce them because some words you gotta roll your tongue in order to pronounce them. It gets trickier by then but with practice, [just like I did] it's easy.

I Love their MV. It's about spreading the message to visit Tae-an beaches again after an oil spill had previously struck the once populated tourist attraction a year ago, leaving it deserted and neglected.

[I pass their raps!!]
I don't understand hangul but romanization is cool.

I love those hyungs. All of them look so cute. Ji yong sshi [guy wearing white suspenders] is my fav. But Taeyang sshi [Mohawk guy. He wears the Eskimo hat or something], is the one. LOL!!
Oh wth... I love all of them. Awesomely cute.

나는 사랑합니다 Big Bang. = I love Big Bang.
na-neun sa-rang hab-na-da Big Bang.

[seriously...romanization from Korean to English is damn hard]

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2009-02-18T01:32:00.003+08:00

Chak!

Alright. We have a new visitor in our house which will be joining the Petom's family. [In case you don't know...Petom is my pet hamster. It's a longgg story]

Petom is gonna have nightmares and running for their lives in her wheelie. Harharhar. Ever since I was a kid, I've always wanted to look after this animal. Hell yeah..I'm adopting a cat!

-_-''-_-''-_-''-_-''-_-''

I know it's nothing much but it's a big deal for me. I don't know how to explain this in words.
But it's kinda hilarious...mum's not really that hot-headed about this situation [she hates cats] but she still nags a lot.

Yeah.. I call him Belang [Stripes]
I don't know why my family call him Boboi. [???]
It's like...???

Sorry bro.. but I gotta take this pic.
Like father like 'son'.
Check out the pillow.
LOLZ!

Fav pic. It's like he's talking. [Pink Bell!]

Ok enough about cats. Saf... I'm sure you don't want to come to my house huh? LOL.
I'm sure all of you should know by now that RJA is coming to Singapore. It's kinda cool. Gotta digg the latest single 'You Better Pray'. Craig David and Jason Mraz too. Cool cool.

I just realise that the lead singer of RJA is kinda cute. [lamelamelame]. I don't know why Miley Cyrus insult Asians sia... so now I know why a lot of people hate her. I just find it hilarious that she was being sued by this. Haha.
Here's the article if you wanna find out more. -> Webby.

So yeah... here's a new MV from Kelly Clarkson.
Kelly Clarkson - My Life Would Suck Without You

Love,
Zaimah.

2009-02-15T01:02:00.005+08:00

Saranghae=I Love You

Happy Belated Valentines Day?
Yeah well it's not for lovers only but it can be also with friends too.

Met up with Wada yester-yesterday. Lolz! I've been laughing my asses out with her ever since I asked her to accompany for that stupid interview!

We saw a guy which looked like Eddy at Long John's. I don't know what came over us... we really scrutinized at his name tag which forced us to squeezed our eyeballs out. [it was damn small!] You know...just for confirmation.

Eventually, Wada said he has four syllables in that name tag and I thought his name is 'empat' [(four)Personal joke-] So we came up with various names which sounded like it don't even exists. E.g: Rula, Vala, Tela... and he is a malay. So those names we made up...doesn't makes sense.
Forget it.

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We had a sudden interest in Korean Bands which I think it is lame because all this while I've been insulting them about having collaboration dance moves. Erk!
Don't blame me but I think it is just weird la. But! I'm totally a fan of Korean Drama and Language.. but Korean Bands? Errr...

Fuh! It will be awesome if I'm taking Korean as my third language... zzz

Wada's in Superjunior and I'm in Big Bang. [Weird band names..]

Totally dig the rapper.

So maybe I'll end off with the music video of Plain White T's. I think it's sweet...[awed]

On the last note: If you have a project going on, don't even bother going out. Group outing means GROUP outing not some 'other' stuff. Bullshit.

Aiyu: Lolz. Didn't realize that. Thanks! Well it's awesome to have your own website. Yeah the spamming thingy is one inconvenience thing. Damn those people.
Ashh: Lolz. Eh.. hopefully nobody notice us because my friend seems to think otherwise since he spotted me and you.
Rifqi: Haha! Yeah well insanity sparks out laughter. Trust me.
Berliana: Haha...no no...where got crite-crite...When's the next outing? LOL!!
Fazila: Yeah! Miss you too... Well the school is quite ok what.. you have friends tagging along too.. =]]

2009-02-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

Supposedly appalling tall-tale of us?

They say you will face a lot of hardships and disappointment through this journey of yours and eventually, something good will come in the end. Like they always say.. God is just testing you.

How strong [not physically] you are... how faithful you are...how patience you are... all sorts.
If you give up in the middle of that path, many would say you might not succeed in what you are willing to achieve of. You end up as a failure, dumb ass [ok not in that way]...but you know what I mean.

Ok what am I blabbering about?
What this is all about, is facts.

Like what my friend would say... "This is the facts ok? I talk only the facts. Nothing but the facts. Period! "
Hady? All I can say is drink tons of green tea. I'm sure you'll doing 'just' fine. Haha.

What cracks me up is this joke I told someone... " If you're soo mad, why don't you vent you're anger on a rock..or perhaps a boulder or something. Because you know why? They are just as 'hard' as you!"

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-_-'' -_-'' -_-'' -_-'' -_-'' -_-''

Yeah I know... I see many lame faces going on here. I can't believe i'm so lame. Oh well...personal joke. Don't take it too seriously if you suffered anger management or something.

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Sigh. Oh. Sigh.
When no one notice 'you', 'you' pray to get notice.
When they notice 'you', 'you' feel so bare. Naked.
Unfortunately, regretting what 'you' have prayed.
The last time.

Yet 'you' asked Him. 'Why am I feeling this way while it is all along I've been waiting for?'
'You' need answers, 'you' told him.
While it is all along the answer was in front of 'you'.

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Berliana: Haha...relax ah. Suddenly you grew 'horns' pulak.
Diana(passerby): Lolz. I don't know what to say except thanks for tagging? =]

Alright new rules.
Those who spammed, will be deleted and ban from tagging this tagboard.
Sorry for the inconvenience people.

<3

2009-02-08T18:11:00.004+08:00

Traurigkeit = Sadness (in german)

I've been reading Nazi revolution in this particularly book called "The Book Thief".
One word= AMAZING. [Thanks mum for purchasing it for me. Appreciate much.]

There's too much of German language in there so I have to look up in the dictionary for the meaning.

Miraculously, I've not been talking to my bro for a day!
Ok.

Basically the whole point is that, I would always have the urge to talk to him. I love talking to him like one bullet train. Non-stop. But now....

I wonder when can we withstand this 'silence' now. A week? A month? A year? [nah] Lolz.

I've received this letter which ask me to join the admission to diploma courses offered by building & construction authority.
Lol!

I'm thinking to myself. Me? Interior designer? Environmentalist? Is somebody trying to prank me with this oblivious letter? I'll see how it goes. [How bout my lasalle applications? sigh]

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Since I'm pretty bored,

Let's do this damn quiz like mostly other bloggers would do.

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag (N) friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

BEFORE THAT, IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MALAY THEN IT'S TOO BAD FOR YOU LA.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger - Daft Punk.
[Masyaallah zaimah... Is it everyday you think like that?]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
XOXO - Nickasaur!
[Huh? Kembang nnt budak tu...]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Tanpa - 6ixth Sense.
[Tanpa = Without. Without what???]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Lonely - McFly.
[Eh... mcm kenal je ni itunes]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Breakout - Cash Cash.
[Wahh...So terror ah..]

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Neighbors - The Academy Is...
[Err... peeping at the neighbors next door is that what you meant? Woah.]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Superman - Joe Brooks.
[Cheyba... rescue them in the nick of time? Feewit!!]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
All About You - McFly.
[Wahh...so so so..selfish ar?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Don't Be So Hard - The Audition.
[Err...I'm always nice. Right?~]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I'm Yours - Jason Mraz.
[Huh? Oh... no wonder you always fail maths.. lerr..]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Fight To Save Your Life - Eleventyseven.
[Lolz... My hero~]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun - The Fastest Kid Alive.
[All fun no work? Gerek tuu.. But dream on la..]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Celebrity Life - The Friday Night Boys.
[Masyallah..imagine zaimah on the tv screen... Lol! Dh kenape ngn itunes ni?]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Tonight - FM Static.
[Eh...tk sabar2 eh zaimah...nk 'tonight' je...]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Lose It - Cartel.
[Habis wedding aku! Havoc ar!]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
So Obvious - Runner Runner.
[What's so obvious ah? That I'm dead is it? -__-'']

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Beg(Acoustic Version) - Shane & Shane.
[Eh...got nothing better to do ah.. tk tahu malu nyer org.]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Perfect Situation - Weezer.
[So you're telling me i'm not afraid on imperfect situations? Hmm...]

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Dance With A Match - The Fastest Kid Alive.
[Ya allah...kental nyer... budak pri school nyer perbuatan tuu..]

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Putri Iklan - ST12.
[Errr... I want a princess in an advertisement? Walau.. I'm not lesbian sia.]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Save The Best For Last - Me First And The Gimme Gimmes.
[That's interesting...]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Smelyalata - Nevershoutnever!
[Ok this doesn't makes sense...]

Anyone can do this quiz. So yeah...nevershoutnever has a new music video which is his famous single... Big City Dreams.
So.. I did wrote here once that I will buy You Me At Six album. Well sort of... Haha
I have the full album in my playlist. Lolz.

Josh's accent. Another good British bands.

I know i know... my editing skills just sucks to the core.
=]

2009-02-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

This is way outta hand,

Ok somebody is trying to framed me or whatsoever. I've never tagged Rahaiyu's blog before. I wasn't even at the comp yesterday for god's sake!

Seriously, this person is mentally challenged. I don't know what is his/her problem. It is this same person who has tagged everybody's blog before. I just want all of you to take note of it.

I don't have time to spam people's blog. I got work to do dammit!

It's hard to pin point to someone when you know that who the hell might do that stupid thing?

It's weird..confusing.

Maybe this person is a loner perhaps? I don't know.

I
DON'T
KNOW.

Alamak...this people ar.. pergilah buat bende yg berfaedah skit. We're 17!!!
So act like one. [unless you're not.]

Sheesh. It's getting on my nerves sia...

I can see that this 'person' has a daily routine by checking and reading everyone's blog and maybe making sinister comments behind that computer screen. I'm sure you're too free huh?
Why... is it fun tagging people's blog by being anonymous? Are you just jealous that these people are a matter fact beautiful?

I'm not saying that these people are vain [unless you're one]. I'm sure you look beautiful too. But sadly, deep down, something ugly is growing inside you. And that is your heart. You pathetic little thing. Like most people would say: "Get A Life"

Look, I live my life not to IMPRESS people. So you're not happy, get the fuck off and disturb someone else's life you sociopathic.

You disgusts me.

2009-02-04T21:51:00.005+08:00

"We were getting fucked up!"
- Sparks The Rescue.

Haha. Love the song by them. It was the first lyrics of their song "My Heart Radio"
Hmm...[Lupenyer it's "Ong Meng Huat" yg spam....]
First things first, don't judge a book by it's cover.

Damn.

Apparently, he's getting fucked up. I don't know who the hell this person is. [Act goody2 in the first place konon. Tibe2 dier dah kluar belang dier] Oh well... who cares.

Actually... I don't know why people spam people's blogs.
I mean what good could you get by spamming? If you earn a whole lot of cash by spamming, hell yeah I would take that job. Just say a few words and BAM! $$$ slams onto your account. Who don't want to take that job?

If you get all your subjects a distinction by spamming... I'm sure the whole world would definitely take this job. But not in a zillion years

Blog spam, or "blam" for short, is spamming on weblogs. In 2003, this type of spam took advantage of the open nature of comments in the blogging software Movable Type by repeatedly placing comments to various blog posts that provided nothing more than a link to the spammer's commercial web site.^[7] Similar attacks are often performed against wikis and guestbooks, both of which accept user contributions. -Wikipedia.

[Haha... sempat seh buat research..]

So...why do people spam blogs?

I DON'T KNOW.

I don't see a point why people spam blogs. Angry much? Psychopathic? Too much freedom? Hah! Sadist? [whoa~]

An advice here my friend: If you hate so much, why bother looking here? [Tkperla...you're making you and myself famous here. That's cool.]

Demi Lovato - La La Land

Mr. Rahim!!! I want my portfolio back la. Sigh.

Demi Lovato gives me the chills. Brrr. I also don't know why. =]

"Who says I can't wear my converse, with my dress but baby, that's just me"

2009-02-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

I'm So Elated!

It's like finally... I'm going to LaSalle.
It's a jaw dropping experience for me even though the results really sting me hard on the chest.
I never thought I knew.

Alhamdullilah.

Finally, I can pursue my dreams. I'm going to study real hard this time since it's mostly focusing on what I really wanted to do.

At least I have a purpose. Just like my brother. [even though it's heartbreaking for him and our family]

So now... I need to prepare my portfolio and this time I'm going to find a job. For sure.

Amin. Syukur alhamdullilah.

2009-01-31T01:24:00.002+08:00

Apparently sucked up,

Qurratu: Ya I change no. Maybe you should try ask berliana perhaps?

Meng Huat: Lols. ;]

Passer: -_-'''. So lame. [English pun tk betol..Biler mase aku ckp aku beauty pun aku tk tau...]

Ermm.. there will be updates but in the meantime, it's rather phenomenal to be alone.
Oh and yeah if you're a kind soul, you don't ask anything in return unless it's really needed so.

Mythbusters series 6 is awesome.
=]]

2009-01-27T16:16:00.004+08:00

You're gotta be fast, precise and accurate in order to get ...

An extract from my dream. I don't know what that means. Maths calculation? Get what?? But that sentence kept repeating like a broken record. It's like hypnotizing.

Oh well no worries. It's just a stupid dream.

I wanna go back to school. Maybe have a visit with Mr. Rahim. Haha. I wonder how his reaction would be. How come we ex-boonlayians didn't get our school yearbook?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yesterday, I went out with Khai & Wada. It's kinda shame that I hang out with 'Apek' for awhile. It's fun when he's around. [Don't think otherwise!]

A tour around the Marina Barrage and Lau Pa Sat. Unfortunately, due to Chinese New Year, all the shops closed. [Haha. Padan muke kiteorg] But I have the bestest day. I laugh like nobody's business. It's been awhile anyway... [Terkencet kat seluar kepe?]

There she is. Nur Nabilah.

Khai's geeky glasses. Everybody's in the trend sia..

Haha. Couple2 eh? Lean in more closer la.. ;p
Green screen? Wait till I edit the 'bangs' behind you guys.

Top of Marina Barrage. VERY windy. A nice place for a picnic.

Been exercising. I think I'm growing 2 pac. LOLZ!!

Nadiah, kekek ah lu. Lagu tu aku dah lamer seh letak. Ko tu yg letak pause tu dah kenape? eh it's been awhile seh kite sedare tk jumpe seh. U're taking O's this year? Study hard ok? I don't want you to go ITE seh. Kalau boleh, aim JC. HAHA!!!

Qurratu, yep. Haha. But you are busy what... Anything you can just beep me. [...] Then we can see how it goes.

Meng Huat, are you serious? But I don't see you that often hanging out with them? If you know Irfan and Faris, who's the 2 other guy? I know one person is Alif. They're busy nowadays. Working. I'm having a re-match with them. You tag along with us ah?

Candid!

I love my blog song. It gets me pumped up. Too bad if you don't like it.
And Saf, there's a lot of things going on...

<3

2009-01-25T22:30:00.002+08:00

Lethargic,

Before that, my sis sang this song and it's like [dotdotdot]

Taken from secondhand serenade - fall for you.

"Because tonight will be the night that I will wear kunyit[ginger? it's a face mask if u don't know]..
over again...don't make me change my mind.
I won't live to see another day I swear it's true.
Because a kunyit like you is impossible to find...it's impossible to find"

You add this song with a voice sounded like a shrieking cat. Definitely can join American Idol.
Dots lots.

I've just came back from East Coast. Damn the experience is over-whelming. Made lots of new guy friends. The girls are too busy flirting with others. I've a tip: Next time you wanna overnight at ECP, book the place around Area D. You'll "cair mauts."

But be careful, they're sly as a fox. If you're not brave going to the toilet alone at night, then don't risk it. I'll upload some pictures if I can.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Haziq!!!! It's all your fault. You start listening to ST12 then jiwang2 and now? I'm hooked. Can I at least gave that CD next week perhaps? [haha...dh melampau tu]. Irfan, I'm gonna owned you one day. Seriously, you insult people by their appearance is one bad critical move. What goes around, come around you know.

Hmm... I'm still waiting for my fish n chips. [fazuan and hafiz? 2 new cliques]
And about the story of being jealous what the hell... someone here is bad-mouthing.. but I don't know who~

Haha.

Nadiah, lolz. I've just came back from ECP la. So just a lil bit tired, if not can gossip2 sia. Haha. You hate me? You better be. LOLZ. It's not easy seh to talk to him. He's godammit shy sia. Btw, what time you guys were there? Is he there too? I bet soo.

Meng huat, LOLZ. Do u know that you're a random person, taggin a random blog and being so randomly random? You love matin? That's interesting~

Aini, haven't yet. Oh hey.. you've change your url? Bumped into your mum that day. Miss u and your bro.

Berliana, haha...too bad. Gonna post it ONE day. See how. Depends my mood. We're friendly people pe.

Shazlin, wow~. Cool man. Your taste of music is not so often find here in singapore. So you do like powerpop after all? Haha. Finally there's someone out there you know....

Kesian Abg Awan. Fifa 09, here I come!

2009-01-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

Ok ok,

I want to make this simple.
I'm writing this now so it'll be yesterday. [WTH?]

Err... Ok! So I went out with the unmistakable gender labeled group. [That's a pretty long name for a group.]

Haha. Yep. So I'm the only girl among the 7 boys which are the same age as them.
I've met 2 new people. No kidd. They're kinda cute and fun. It's hard for me to remember their names because I kept calling them the wrong names. All because of Heiryl.

I want to take a picture of them but they exclaimed that they're too manly for that. WTH?
Haha. According to Heiryl, all the 7 boys are labeled and also included 2 more but unfortunately, they couldn't join us.

Here's what I can remember:
Bapok, Lesbian, Homo, Gaylord, She-male, Bi-sex, Pervert.
Yeah so it's up to you which is who.
Heiryl, Hakim, Haziq, Faris, Ifran, Adam, Matin.

Yep. You could not imagine what will happen if I were the only girl there.

So I'll be karaoke-ing with them today. A tribute to Alleycats. Lolz!

Nadiah, Haha I've met Adam occasionally. Sometimes I saw him but we just walk past and smiled. I mean like wth right? So I think as a 'makcik', why not we try start talking with him since he's like appearing everywhere to any formal occasions. Unlike his bro...

Berliana, yep yep. Why don't you set a date? Totally sorry if I screw things up. So many stories to share.

Shazlin, Haha. Saw you. [duh!] Yep I'm listening to nickasaur!, nevershoutnever, amy can flyy, stereo skyline, sparks the rescue. Just to name a few. Maybe you like these bands too? Lols. Yeah he's cute. Spread the word lor. =]]

And to some people who ask me, what song is playing while the advertisement of 'Serves You Right' was advertise. It is called Flathead - The Fratellis.
And the advertisement of 'LivenLoaded', it is called The Bukkake Udon Song - Astroninja.

Don't ask me how do I know these songs it's just that they have been stuck to my Mp3 for months.

LOLZ.

2009-01-20T02:24:00.003+08:00

Oh before that,

Take that Hakim! [and Akbar..]

You see... I'm not trying to brag but you guys were soo confident in getting an A in art but a C6? D7?

Oh my....
Alamak... I should have bet with you guys in the first place. Damn.
Seriously, everybody was awed with Hakim's art piece.[ If you have seen one. He's good]
He's extremely a pro in graffiti.
But eventually in the end, I win you guys.
*laugh hysterically and get chocked up by a fly*

Khairul, I miss you la. I hope you're still free in the weekends.
And I'm gonna miss that TTM Hady.
Gosh, you one big fat liar. =]

I want that Nickasaur! shirt.

2009-01-18T17:59:00.004+08:00

I just wanted to start off randomly,

My sis says that an ox is a fox and my bro says that I'm not sexy.

Sometimes I just don't get my family....

First off, I was forced to accompany Hady for his blind test instead he wanted to go shopping with me which I thought was very odd and out of place. Furthermore, I'm broke. Seriously, he's really out of my league. He's clever, damn rich and a bloody spoil brat. It's like he's carrying $500 and I'm like $10?

Sometimes I felt nervous and I would feel very cold when I'm with him. He would go "Why your hands are very cold? Why are you shivering?" Bla bla bla... How the hell would I know my body would react that way...Damn him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So now I know what is the reason they are behaving this way. I thought that sentence was pretty lame and stupid. Khairul is my best friend and best friends should hang out together. I'm not dumb to ask him out a couple of times if he has a girlfriend. I have my own limits.

You yourself have your own restrictions and now you're acting on me? Just because what?

"Oh.. I'm jealous that she always hang out with Khairul,"
I mean you can ask yourself to hang out with him. It's not wrong. Why do you need to be jealous? So now you're running away from us... making dumb excuses and not hanging out with us.

Petom oh Petom... You are becoming fat like a carpet.

It's kind of sad. I don't know why these people actually behave this way. Is it wrong for me to have guys as my best friends? You want me to be a sociopathic? You're so pathetic.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Oh.. we cannot stand living in cold weather because we would get hyperthermia and we cannot stand living in hot weather because we would get major burned degree skin. Average is better. Just like what I needed. An average man. Hah!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was crushed because all of my art dreams, art portfolios, art sketches everything related to art will condemn to the wastebasket. Dad didn't allow me to register in Laselle. He has some reasonable opinion of his. I couldn't help but to agree.

One word: Pissed Off. [Ok that makes two..]

Oh Berliana, I didn't plan on meeting with Boaz. It was coincidental. I was damn happy. Fazila, you can erase my name on that card and maybe gave it to someone else? You can at least save some cash. Haha I don't mind at all. Yeah...

I'm going shopping with him again.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO HADY ANAQI.
19 huh? Showing off your license? Entering into clubs?
Sheesh. I can do that.
One day.
I'm glad you've admit you're a spoil brat. Finally you've came to your senses. Alhamdullillah.

[For my dear cousins, Nadiah and Nazirah... Haha. You know I don't care..next time when I'm meeting Adam. I'm gonna talk to him no matter what! I can bet with you guys ar..]

You said move on where do I go?

2009-01-14T18:30:00.006+08:00

I'm having a nervous breakdown,

Once you have that, it's so hard to breathe. You would feel like your stomach is being pulled in and scrunched up as a ball. Your lungs would expand and contract so fast as though you're gonna drop dead any sooner or later because you're heartbeat beats too fast, thus you're body is not gonna make it because you started to sweat everywhere... palms,forehead...

This is soo exaggerating... -_-''

.....................

Credits to Yahoo!
I've embeded this music video and I feel that the video has a deep contrast towards the song as it expressed strong feelings (alhough it may not be suitable for some viewers) I think Katy Perry has done pretty well on this song and I kind of like it.

The way she showed some originality towards the song. Yeah~

Yeah I'm not gonna blabber more about my new-found-friend because....because...he's so.....
I just can't find a word to describe him. He's kinda complicated.

I've met Boaz just now. [Which was my crush... nah, he's just a crush] I was so happy that I squealed [bad move... but he smiled.. -_-'''] and held my hands up in the air with those library books that nearly slipped off from my hands. I think it was bad timing because my perfectly sprayed hair were ruined by the wind.

Thus, all he could said was: "Are you crazy?"

..................

He's the same old Boaz I've known for like... 3 yrs? One thing about him is that he likes to compare stuff...so when he was comparing his grades... I was out of his league.

And Berliana... haha....congratz...at least you gave me a boost of confidence to move on. Yeah~

Dresses express de-stresses. =]

2009-01-11T19:27:00.005+08:00

Happiness,

Oh here's a random post.

Adam: Huh? But.....What... Aw. That's pretty lame. I didn't get that shot.
Jamie: And I thought you are a professional on this.

Lolz. I just love mythbusters. New series on DC. Esp Adam. His quirkiness and attitude which Jamie always have to tolerate with.

Yesterday went to 3 polytechnics open house. Np, Sp, Rp. Wanted to go all poly's but I would get a slap on my face by someone if I did that.
I was quite lost but Khairul is able to get the hang of it. Np was the first stop. I just step onto the business school ground and stumble upon a very kind man. Hansen or is it Hanson? I don't know. He's handsome though.

He offered a tour. Khai was ambitious to go alone but I was distracted by his charm. So I said yes! So Khai felt dreaded to tagged along with us. Sorry!
Overall of these 3 trips, I was the one who grabbed all the goodie bags like some goon because there's goodies inside. Haha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I just nod my head to those lecturers and instructors that explained different courses that the poly has offered because I wasn't paying attention. Instead I looked intently and searching for more goody bags that the booth had gave to the people.

Insanely, our group make a fool of ourselves and we laughed hard. By train, bus, even walking!
People stare at us. People regard us a nuisance. We're some imbecile scumbags who just wanted to laugh hard. Seriously, I laugh hard. I don't care those makciks stare at me and gossiped.

We only live once so we just gave it all we've got on that day.
I really had a great time. With Khairul Anuar who kept poking his fingers onto my stomach because I made a stupid sound that sounded like a squeel. $%^&
I really cherish this old friend of mine. But I don't know who you are anymore. I will still walk up to you and say hi but I don't know you'll regard this as....??..I'll still remember you Khidir especially your mom! She's much more humane than you.

So.. I've met someone. He has a pretty cool name. And I thought he was a punk rocker because of the pronounciation of his name but a skater. Cool.

So I left one day. Happiness and terrified. You'll never know what you'll get. Dreams that related. Fears that occured. I was so scared that I peed in my pants. Haha. Nah... just kidding. But I'm sure you'll be wondering.

=]].

Live today like you'll never see the sunrise and like you'll never see the sunset.~

2009-01-05T10:21:00.004+08:00

Features,

From my eyes to my jawline, it looks like a mountain. Damn.
Oh I wanna share this picture. Sorry for the low quality but I think it's hilarious.

Went to Daiso and I caught this...

Lolz. Fertiuzer?

These Japanese just cracks me up.
Summary about hanging out with mum: Plain weird. There's bliss and laughter.
I like that.

Oh and Berliana... Haha. I think I found you somewhere. I knew there was something fishy going on about you. But it's ok. Everybody need something to express about. And it's not just you alone. I also found you juwanira.
Haha.

It's ok to be shocked. I love to shock people. But nah, I'm not going to waste my time telling others. It sounds stupid. Rather reading someone's blog, it's better watching my fav documentary. It's on now. I don't know. They showcase about in space. Interesting~

Radioactive dinosaurs. =]]

2009-01-03T22:35:00.003+08:00

Fresh tingling,

Wow... A new year ahead. La-de-da. I know you guys have been pestering me to update this boring life of mine. Since it has been a month... nothing much happen. Oh I'm gonna buy a really thick scrapbook so I won't be really updating most of the time in this blog. We need to have some privacy right?

Oh since it's a fresh new start. I don't need my past to lead my future and a fresh clean tagboard to sum it all up.

Besides, my bro owned this lappy so he had this rule that "no one can touch it before he comes back". But I can be a little bit rebellious...what can he do to me?

...........

...............

..............

........

O-kay.

I'm done with secondary school life. Soon. So I wonder how it feels like to have new friends in a new school, new environment, new books, new cliques new everything. I feel relieve that this new school of mine, I won't be meeting some old faces. I need fresh new ones but I'm gonna miss my bestfriends like hell! They're the best!

They can tolerate this-everytime-will-melt-when-seeing-a-white-guy-syndrome of mine. Who else can tolerate that? Soon everyone will go to their separate ways. Like free birds.

I know this is lame but I've suddenly developed a new sensation that I would love going out with a photographer. Especially freelance. But I guess that's just a whole another piece of crap.

Few minutes ago, I've so much things to write till my head is about to explode because of the pressure that keeps pressing on and on. But now, it's empty. The brain is just texting my body to go and have my bloody dinner. And it means now.

Before that, I've gone out with Berliana recently. We had a few good laughs. Oh and that beef prosperity sickness huh? Haha.

I know this is fake but seriously, we feel like puking up.

I hope you have a great time.

Rawr,
Zaimah.