Tuesday, April 14, 2009
/ 9:37 PM
믿다,
[Mit-da]
Believe?
You know like there's always two perspective views of your life like that 'angel and devil' thingy, hanging onto your shoulders? Yeah that stuff. Whether it's positive or negative because your decisions shape your life anyway. Really.
[It's all bout fun isn't it?]
I tend to get that to myself. A lot. Yes, I have that big uncertainty to my life. I usually let time passes by and then we'll see the results because I can't make a decision directly on the spot.
It's like BAM! and then I would go... *sounded like crickets in the night* ...........................eventually, 'errr...I don't know ah'
Sometimes I would go scattering to the 'good' side or perhaps self-indulge with the 'bad' side. And usually, it ends up with nothing. Or maybe the grass is always greener on the other side.
Lol. I know. It's hopeless isn't it? So for the time being my friend, I guess you're just 'something' that etches in my memory. Maybe God is giving me a big slap to wake up and get a move on with life.
It's like He's trying to say to me *deep voice like those scary movies on the phone* 'Zaimah ah. Wake up. It's ok. You lose something in order to gain something [a-ah. familiar phrase. wink wink. I totally dig this phrase] There is something better in your future. Let 'the thing' be.'
LOL. But you know what?... that's just a voice inside of me.
It's crap. Totally crap. Imagine this... it's like you're jumping into a deep well of loneliness and there's no one to save you from your misery.
Patience my friend.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Back to the geeky self. Seriously ah. I miss my sims hella lot. Oppa ah! I want my Sims 2 back leh. It's like I'm dying out of dehydration you know. I'm crawling to that oasis. Sand in my eyes and I can't cry because I'm losing too much water. My bones start to crack and Im losing my hair!사생의! [sa-saeng-ui = which means bastard]
[exaggerating, exaggerating. 10 points for being so dramatic]
And I'm wining again like those howling dogs.... or those non-stop crying babies.
Somebody please slap her so she can shut up? *slapped*
.......ok fine.
[Mit-da]
Believe?
You know like there's always two perspective views of your life like that 'angel and devil' thingy, hanging onto your shoulders? Yeah that stuff. Whether it's positive or negative because your decisions shape your life anyway. Really.
[It's all bout fun isn't it?]
I tend to get that to myself. A lot. Yes, I have that big uncertainty to my life. I usually let time passes by and then we'll see the results because I can't make a decision directly on the spot.
It's like BAM! and then I would go... *sounded like crickets in the night* ...........................eventually, 'errr...I don't know ah'
Sometimes I would go scattering to the 'good' side or perhaps self-indulge with the 'bad' side. And usually, it ends up with nothing. Or maybe the grass is always greener on the other side.
Lol. I know. It's hopeless isn't it? So for the time being my friend, I guess you're just 'something' that etches in my memory. Maybe God is giving me a big slap to wake up and get a move on with life.
It's like He's trying to say to me *deep voice like those scary movies on the phone* 'Zaimah ah. Wake up. It's ok. You lose something in order to gain something [a-ah. familiar phrase. wink wink. I totally dig this phrase] There is something better in your future. Let 'the thing' be.'
LOL. But you know what?... that's just a voice inside of me.
It's crap. Totally crap. Imagine this... it's like you're jumping into a deep well of loneliness and there's no one to save you from your misery.
Patience my friend.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Back to the geeky self. Seriously ah. I miss my sims hella lot. Oppa ah! I want my Sims 2 back leh. It's like I'm dying out of dehydration you know. I'm crawling to that oasis. Sand in my eyes and I can't cry because I'm losing too much water. My bones start to crack and Im losing my hair!사생의! [sa-saeng-ui = which means bastard]
[exaggerating, exaggerating. 10 points for being so dramatic]
And I'm wining again like those howling dogs.... or those non-stop crying babies.
Somebody please slap her so she can shut up? *slapped*
.......ok fine.
