Monday, April 13, 2009
/ 10:57 PM
이기적인,
[I-gi-jeok-in]
Selfish.
Selfish...oh selfish. It's like someone has just plastered this word behind my back with an UHU glue and I'm not sure whether I should listen to it or follow my conscience because I'm starting....only starting but not yet.... to lose it.
I've been noticing these few days to what is happening around my surroundings. And I see a really big change. And I know that majority would say 'People CHANGE'. And that's a big word.
I'm just afraid that I couldn't take this as a fact to my oh-my-god reality.
I don't know whether to accept it or not because my losses doesn't mean anything to anyone. Does it? Even though I share this to anybody, they would just nod their heads with those sympathetic eyes while looking at me like I'm one pathetic stray dog...or cat.
Or perhaps they would just say 'I have the same experience as you do. No big fuss' I mean WTH? or maybe ' Oh that's ok.. I'm here for you' [But are you really there for me?] Oh c'mon. Stop the bullcrap. I know some of you are just too busy with your lives that you just can't planned your time well or perhaps you can't be bothered at all.
[I just can't say you are plain lazy, can't I?]
But that's ok. Because I know that myself.
And I'm still standing strong with my two own feet.
You wanna call this arrogant.. go ahead. I don't mind. I mean it's your opinion.
This 'thing' [I just called it a 'thing' because I don't want to showcase how generic my life would be to you guys] is just unbelievable. I have my first loss so I can't afford to lose this one too.
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Yeah I mean so what huh? It's your life doesn't it?
And that's when the word 'selfish' comes along. But I can't take that, can't I? To be precised, we've been friends for like god-knows-when... And I can't do anything about it.
Weeping deep inside would be like of no use because there's too much stitching up to do. [Get it?] So I guess smile is the best expression to any hideous emotions. [LOL. I like that sentence. It's mine btw.] We'll just wait and see then... =']
P.S: Please don't text or call me about this. Let's just put it as a general topic for all of us to enjoy or perhaps a sentiment in life.
I just miss my Sims collection. Can't wait for Sims 3. Oh boy... geeky!
[I-gi-jeok-in]
Selfish.
Selfish...oh selfish. It's like someone has just plastered this word behind my back with an UHU glue and I'm not sure whether I should listen to it or follow my conscience because I'm starting....only starting but not yet.... to lose it.
I've been noticing these few days to what is happening around my surroundings. And I see a really big change. And I know that majority would say 'People CHANGE'. And that's a big word.
I'm just afraid that I couldn't take this as a fact to my oh-my-god reality.
I don't know whether to accept it or not because my losses doesn't mean anything to anyone. Does it? Even though I share this to anybody, they would just nod their heads with those sympathetic eyes while looking at me like I'm one pathetic stray dog...or cat.
Or perhaps they would just say 'I have the same experience as you do. No big fuss' I mean WTH? or maybe ' Oh that's ok.. I'm here for you' [But are you really there for me?] Oh c'mon. Stop the bullcrap. I know some of you are just too busy with your lives that you just can't planned your time well or perhaps you can't be bothered at all.
[I just can't say you are plain lazy, can't I?]
But that's ok. Because I know that myself.
And I'm still standing strong with my two own feet.
You wanna call this arrogant.. go ahead. I don't mind. I mean it's your opinion.
This 'thing' [I just called it a 'thing' because I don't want to showcase how generic my life would be to you guys] is just unbelievable. I have my first loss so I can't afford to lose this one too.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yeah I mean so what huh? It's your life doesn't it?
And that's when the word 'selfish' comes along. But I can't take that, can't I? To be precised, we've been friends for like god-knows-when... And I can't do anything about it.
Weeping deep inside would be like of no use because there's too much stitching up to do. [Get it?] So I guess smile is the best expression to any hideous emotions. [LOL. I like that sentence. It's mine btw.] We'll just wait and see then... =']
P.S: Please don't text or call me about this. Let's just put it as a general topic for all of us to enjoy or perhaps a sentiment in life.
I just miss my Sims collection. Can't wait for Sims 3. Oh boy... geeky!
